Where I feel like a total failure.
I failed to smile when I woke up today to greet the boys good morning as I had house chores running through my head.
The little one had been running a temperature since 4 days ago. He had a school trip earlier and I was worried that he will not be okay. I failed to focus on him being happy and excited for the trip as I was more worried of him not getting better, but in actual fact he was.
I failed to keep it cool with the D before he left for work as I felt like he didn’t care enough.
I failed to get some nap as my mind was occupied and I cannot rest.
I baked some vanilla cupcakes which ended up really moist which was not to my liking – of course I failed in that department too.
I failed to show restraint and respect, lack of maturity and started telling the boys off, using my wonderful book of limited vocabulary, if you know what I mean.
At the end of the day, I failed to keep everything to myself. I rather avoid talking about them, after all, D had a long day in the office and I do not want to tire him down with the unnecessary but one of the boys had to do something which triggered me and i revealed everything. What a total failure!